It's complicated....
You see, life has a meaning, when u tend to carry a dictionary with you. Else, it's a book, full of symbols and icons, that you may, or may not refer for any references. Life, a four lettered word. Love, another one of it's kind...Hate...well, one more to the group...so, you might seek a pattern...leading somewhere...from somewhere...but actually...it's NOWHERE.
It's perception...
The way we see, observe...the way we are brought up, of course, one does not have any sort of recollection if he's born in a barn and asked to solve a geometrical figure. Yes, we do have our environment, teaching us, teasing us, appeasing us...but...is it really the one which differs the good from Great?
But in the end...it turns out to be a turn of a dice...a lucky strike...a mingle jingle hurrah...that's what life is all about...a complex set of very complex but straight at your face type of algorithms...you miss the most obvious...remember?
Or is it? Is it so simple? Is it so very simple? Then why is there so much pain? Why there's so much confusion? A catastrophic cataclysm?
May be, being human, is not so simple after all! May be it's in our clay, something to do with destiny, but denying it in the beginning, running for hopeless means and never giving enough when it really matters. Always hurling towards new, regardless of it's being authentic, or true to nature. Always conclusive, but not being reasonable. Always asking for more, and lending nothing in return. Yes, my God...who would believe, but yes, being a human is, in fact a felony.
You want to fly, never look at the bottom, feel disgusted to see people, crawling like insects. You want to live in a world, a fantasy, your own choice, your own selection, and for every one else, except you, there's toilet.
And here I am, amid all the mess surrounding my existence, all the dirt and filth of human nature...and here I am...
Now what?
Back to basics i presume. Need to open the pages of the same book that's been revised over ages and ages, which defines every moment in time, that created history, which created life. Need to go back to the same book, tangled and dusted, under the sun it's piled so much rust and winds have torn and shattered some of its grace. Yes the same book...
My heart.
And let's see.....may be, being human, is not that bad...after all...
If I only knew, how to read ... this book.
(By SAAZ)
