Joon joon raat ki tareeki mein izaffa hota jaa raha thaa hawa mein khunkii berh rahii thii dundh ki wajh se her taraf duhanwan he dhunwan lag raha thaa.
Daikho Shah!” iss maslae kaa hul nahin aur jiss maslae ka koi hul nahin ho uss mein sir khaapanay se kuch hassil nahin hota mein wapis ENGLAND jaa rahi hoon.”
“Tum wapis nahin jaa sakti”……….SHAH AASIM ne ussay do tok jawab diyaa.
“tum mujhae nahin rok sakte iss liey keh humaray pass koi aissa merkaz nahin jahan hum aik ho sakein”
humare pass hai aur who hai “muhabbat”.kya mein aur tum aik dusrae se muhabbat nahin kerte?”
“kerte hein laykin muhabbat k siwa bhi aur kuch hai zindagi mein “
“sub kuch mukamal tow nahin miltaa na”
mein iss muqaam per tumhein khona nahin chahta wernaah mein bikher jaon gaa”
mein maanti hoon JEENEY ne kaha mager humare beech jo chiz haayyel hai ….woh….?
“merit um se shaadi sub se zaidah mere baap k liey taklif deh ho gi….England mein who aik ehum aadmi hai sari zindagi “ROMAN KAITHOLICK CHURCH” k liey kaam kerta raha hai .woh wahan k paadri hein jiss terhaa mujhe pala posa mein janti hoon. teen saal ki thii jab meri maah mujhae chor gai. Tub se beemar rehne lagi aur aabhi tak mein beemari mein he survive ker rahi hoon. Mera baap jiss terhaa teemardari kerta raha hai kaise bhool jaon sub…..tum muhabbat ki baat kerte ho kya us ski muhabbat mere liey ehum nahin who jiss ki muhabbat buhat puranni aur paayedaar hai .tum khud kehte ho jitna iss jazbae ko isstemaal karo yeah bhertaa jata hai mein tarazu k palrre mein tumhari muhabbat rakh k daikhti hoon aur dusrii janib apne baap ki tow mein udher jhukaao zaidah mehsoos kerti hoon . tum batao mein kya karun idher bhi muhabbat ki aazmyesh hai aur udher bhi …..woh kurb se bolli “
SHAH!”tum se shaadi mere liey bhi kissi mu-him se kum nahin mera taluq bhi tow “SAYYED GHARANE” se hai . khalis sayyed gharane se jahan kissi merd ki kissi ghair aurat se baat tow kya us ski taraf nazer uthaa ker daikhnaa bhi gunaah samjhtae hein. Aur humari aurtein tow kissi ghair merd ka tasauwer bhi nahin ker saktein. Aur mein jald he apne baap ki jagh per gaddi nasheen hone jaa raha hoon. Who mujhe apni zindagi mein yeah walayet sonpana chahte hein kuynk beemar rehne lagay hein merit um se shaadii purae khandaan kaa ull-me-yaah ho gi “ who dukh se bola….
“shah jab dono taraf he khaterah hai tow behterii iss mein hai keh khamoshi se nikal jaein apne apne raston per zarori nahin k aag mein jal ker merien”
aag mein ager jal ker mernaah qismat hai tow aise he sahi ‘who muztarib ho k bola….
Tumhari “SOCIAL ENVIRONMENT” per research complete ho gai ?
Jeeney: useless hai bus thori reh gai hai ….inn sub chizon ka kya faidah jab insaan khud he majbor ho , baybus ho, society k hathon tow who kaise mahool ko tabdeel ker saktaa hai .”??
Shah: khair yeah sub choro aur jald-az-jald decision lo koi ……
Wo hay-ranni se bolli shah in sub baton k baawajood……
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Shah! Teak hai ager religion humare beech mein aa raha hai tow iss baray mein hum khabhi koi tazkarah nahin karein gey. Mein tumhein tumhare mazhub tabdeel kerne ko nahin kehtaa yeah hum dono k personals hein tumhein aazadi ho gi jaise tum rehna chaho aur kernaa chaho ……
Jeeney! ok mein sochon gii …….mujhay kuch waqat chahie ….”
Tabhi aachanak JEENEY k cell ki bell baji …..hello JEENEY ….tumhare papa heart attack se inteqaal ker gaye hein….jeeney ENGLAND wapis chali gai aur Shah BHI WAHIN PUHANCH GAYA AUR KUCH DINO MEIN DONO NE COURT MARRIAGE KER LII……
Dono aik dujae kaa sath paa ker buhat khush thae ……aab koi deewar naah thii naa religion naah khandan ……kuch waqat guzraa aur dono wapis watan aa gaye …….Shah k khandan k liey yeah khaber kissi bum yaa dhamake se kum nahin thii ……ghar mein se kissi ne baat naah kii jaise aaye waise he wapis jaaney lagay baap ne roka bhi nahin ….. aur kaha keh
“SUNO!....TUM LOG AAJ K BAAD ISS KHANDAN SE BAHIR HO AUR SHAH TUM NE SAYYED KHANDAN KI RAWAYET TOR DALLI HAI JISS K LIEY HUM NE APNI JAANEIN TAK GANWA DII TUM NE USS KO DAUuOO PER LAGA DIYAA TUMHARI YEAH SHADI KHUD TUMHARE LIEY KISSI AZAB SE KAM NAAH HO GI ……DERWAZAH BAND HUAWA AUR WHO DONO CHALE GAYE EK NAYE SAFER PER ……
shaher mein aa ker Shah officer lag gaya aur Jeeney ne aik machinery institute join ker liyaa dono ki life khush-o-khuram guzarne lagii…..jo chaha paa liaa koi aisi baat nahin kerte jo ek dujae ko hurt karay
Jeeney apne mazhub k mutabiq sub kuch kertii aur Shah apne log akser hairaan hotae jab who JEENEY K SATH “SHAH” KA LAFAZ DAIKHTE….. k yahan tow aik mazhub aur nasal k logon kaa rehnaa dushwar hai aise mein inn ki zaat kisi misaal se kam naah thii …
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dard ki tees uss waqat uthii jab JENNEY K HAAN EK BETA PAIDA HUAWA……. Jeeney uss kaa naam CHRISTEN naamo per rakhnaa chahtii thii aur Shah MUSLIM …….Shah koi badmazgi nahin chahta thaa so uss ne khamoshi ekhtayar ker lii….. papers mein Jeeney ne Christen naam likhwana chaha tow Shah bherk uthaa …… iss kaa naam Islamii ho gaa ……
Jenney!....naam se kya hota hai aanaa(ego) ko masla naah banao …
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Shah…! BAETE SE HE TOW NASAL CHALTI HAI ……
Jeeney! ..ISS KA MATLAB KEH MERA RELIGION TUMHARE LIEY KOI MAANI NAHIN rakhtaa …
..
Shah ! baat yeah nahin tum samjhti kuyn nahin ….
Jeeney ! chalo phir youn kerte hein keh papers mein “JOZAF” likhwa dete hein aur Ghar mein “YOUSAF “ bulaya kerien gey
Kaffi koshish se Shah ne ussay razi ker liyaa…..
Who ussay her Sunday ko church lay ker jatti aur her jumma-tul-mubarik ko shah ussay “masjid” ….dono apne apne tehwaron ka khail rakhte aur manate ….
Per joon joon “YOUSAF” bara hota gaya ……”ek sawaliyah? Nishan bantaa gaya …..uss ki zaat ek pahelii bun ker reh gai …. Who “JOZAFF HAI KEH YOUSAFRF HAI “?
Who appni zaat ki shanakht/identity kahan se laye….woh buhat gumsum rehne laga . ghar mein koi mudaakhlat nahin kertaa….
Shah ko yeah sub daikh ker apne baap ka kaha yaad aata keh “ yeah shadi tumhare khud k liey aazab bun jaye gii ….” Lekin who iss ka ziker Jeeney se nahin kerta keh who hurt ho gii ……Yousaff jaise bara hota gaya parents ko ignore kerne laga who baher jata to sub log aur lerke uss ka mazak urate uss ko daikh ker “SALEEB “ KAA NISHAN BANATE JAB KHABI WHO MAA K SATH JATA ……..AUR JAB KHABI BAAP K SATH JATA TOW ALLAH-HO-AKBER KA NARAH LAGATE …… Jeeney inn sub ki perwah nahin kerti thii …..per “yousaff” inn baton ko nazer andaz naah ker saka ….uss k ander ek kha-laa sa paida hona shuru ho gaya ….uss ne aheestah aheestah church aur masjid jana bhi chor diyaa ….. umer k jiss daur se who guzer raha thaa …uss mein chotti chotti batein zehan per shaded aser andaz hotti hein …. Teen age kaa zaman ideal zamana hota hai aur yeah intahai khaternaak bhi jiss mein insaan k bhatknae k aur sanwerne k fifty fifty chances hote hein …..
YOUSAFF”! PAPA APP NE KHBHI MUJHAE APNE PAPA K BARAY MEIN NAHIN BATAYA ….USS NE AACHANAK KASHMAKASH MEIN PUCHAA ?
SHAH! Kia bataon beta ….bus tumhare dada ek azeem insaan thae ….kya aab who nahin hein ?.........
Jeeney! Tumhare nana bhi buhat great thae …..Jeeney ne us ski attention divert kerne ko kaha ….
Shah ! yousaf tum kaise baatein kerna shuru ho gaye ho apni study per concentrate karo ….. dono k liey shocked tow yeah thaa jab yousaf ne matric k baad agay naah perhne ka faisla suna diyaa …….
Shah ne decide kiya k yousaf ko Englad jana chahie k who iss confliction se aur zehni dabao se baher aa sake ….yousaff bola app tabhi England bhejna chahte hein keh mein kaitholick bun jaon …..mumii mein hergiz nahin jaon gaa …yeah kia keh rahe ho shah bola …papa mummy hamesha kehti rehti hein k apne nana ki terhaa kaitholick bun jao …..mein tung aa gaya hoon iss jhunjhat se …..aap dono ne meri zindagi tabah ker k rakh di hai …mujhe kuch samjh nahin aa raha keh aakhir meri haqeeqat aur wajood kia hai …..
Shah ne pal bher ko socha shayed humari muhabbat iss k liye azab bun gai hai ….. us ski shakhsyet do/2 hisso mein but rahi hai … do matzaad quawatein uss ko apni taraf khainch rahi hein aur who yuk-soii chahta hai …..
Jeeney ! hum kuyn naah kuch waqat k liey isse dusrae city bhaij dein ….phir aisa he huawa …. Yousaff wahan gaya tow “Honey “ ki surat mein ek aachi dost milli ….jab perhai mukamal hui tow wapis ghar aa gaya mager “Honey ko yaad ker k udas rehne laga ….shah ko jab patah chala tow YOUSAFF ko salah di k Honey se shadi ker le ….per YOUSAF NE BATAYA K WOH PARSSI HAI …….
Shah yeah sun ker shocked ho gaya …. Phir yousaf ko gumsum daikh ker shadi ki salah di
Yousaff ne raat bher socha aur subah shah ko apna decision sunaya k who Honey se shadi nahin ker sakta ……
Shah ! kia matlab ….?.......woh tow tumhari muhabbat aur chaht hai ……”
Yousaf! “laykin zindagi guzarne k liey khali muhabbat aur mehaz chaht ki zarort nahin hotti …zindagi tawazun/balance chahti hai …her chiz mein ayetadal hum ahengii…… meri zindgi mein mujhe buhat muhabbt milli hai per mere ander ek khali hissa hai who bilkul khala/space hai jo itne saal guzer jane k baad bhi pur nahin hosaka aur who hai mera “religion/mazhub”
…..MEIN NAHIN JANTA K RELIGION KIA HAI ? LAYKIN MUJHAE ITNA MALLOM HAI K AGLI NASAL KO MEIN BILKUL ZEHNI TOR PER MAFLOOJ NAHIN DAIKH SAKTA …..
SHAH! KHAMOSHI SE SUNTAA RAHA KUYN K USS KA EK EK LAFAZ SUCH THAA ……………
Aur us k kano mein ek he goonj thii k aisi shadi tumhare khud k liey azaab ho gii ……
Yousaf aab apni panah aur baqa ki talsh mein nikal para …....
…KINDLY PLZ DROP UR COMMENTS...................YEAH EK BUHAT BARA PHENOMENA HAI N ALSO THE PART OF OUR SOCIETY
Daikho Shah!” iss maslae kaa hul nahin aur jiss maslae ka koi hul nahin ho uss mein sir khaapanay se kuch hassil nahin hota mein wapis ENGLAND jaa rahi hoon.”
“Tum wapis nahin jaa sakti”……….SHAH AASIM ne ussay do tok jawab diyaa.
“tum mujhae nahin rok sakte iss liey keh humaray pass koi aissa merkaz nahin jahan hum aik ho sakein”
humare pass hai aur who hai “muhabbat”.kya mein aur tum aik dusrae se muhabbat nahin kerte?”
“kerte hein laykin muhabbat k siwa bhi aur kuch hai zindagi mein “
“sub kuch mukamal tow nahin miltaa na”
mein iss muqaam per tumhein khona nahin chahta wernaah mein bikher jaon gaa”
mein maanti hoon JEENEY ne kaha mager humare beech jo chiz haayyel hai ….woh….?
“merit um se shaadi sub se zaidah mere baap k liey taklif deh ho gi….England mein who aik ehum aadmi hai sari zindagi “ROMAN KAITHOLICK CHURCH” k liey kaam kerta raha hai .woh wahan k paadri hein jiss terhaa mujhe pala posa mein janti hoon. teen saal ki thii jab meri maah mujhae chor gai. Tub se beemar rehne lagi aur aabhi tak mein beemari mein he survive ker rahi hoon. Mera baap jiss terhaa teemardari kerta raha hai kaise bhool jaon sub…..tum muhabbat ki baat kerte ho kya us ski muhabbat mere liey ehum nahin who jiss ki muhabbat buhat puranni aur paayedaar hai .tum khud kehte ho jitna iss jazbae ko isstemaal karo yeah bhertaa jata hai mein tarazu k palrre mein tumhari muhabbat rakh k daikhti hoon aur dusrii janib apne baap ki tow mein udher jhukaao zaidah mehsoos kerti hoon . tum batao mein kya karun idher bhi muhabbat ki aazmyesh hai aur udher bhi …..woh kurb se bolli “
SHAH!”tum se shaadi mere liey bhi kissi mu-him se kum nahin mera taluq bhi tow “SAYYED GHARANE” se hai . khalis sayyed gharane se jahan kissi merd ki kissi ghair aurat se baat tow kya us ski taraf nazer uthaa ker daikhnaa bhi gunaah samjhtae hein. Aur humari aurtein tow kissi ghair merd ka tasauwer bhi nahin ker saktein. Aur mein jald he apne baap ki jagh per gaddi nasheen hone jaa raha hoon. Who mujhe apni zindagi mein yeah walayet sonpana chahte hein kuynk beemar rehne lagay hein merit um se shaadii purae khandaan kaa ull-me-yaah ho gi “ who dukh se bola….
“shah jab dono taraf he khaterah hai tow behterii iss mein hai keh khamoshi se nikal jaein apne apne raston per zarori nahin k aag mein jal ker merien”
aag mein ager jal ker mernaah qismat hai tow aise he sahi ‘who muztarib ho k bola….
Tumhari “SOCIAL ENVIRONMENT” per research complete ho gai ?
Jeeney: useless hai bus thori reh gai hai ….inn sub chizon ka kya faidah jab insaan khud he majbor ho , baybus ho, society k hathon tow who kaise mahool ko tabdeel ker saktaa hai .”??
Shah: khair yeah sub choro aur jald-az-jald decision lo koi ……
Wo hay-ranni se bolli shah in sub baton k baawajood……
…
Shah! Teak hai ager religion humare beech mein aa raha hai tow iss baray mein hum khabhi koi tazkarah nahin karein gey. Mein tumhein tumhare mazhub tabdeel kerne ko nahin kehtaa yeah hum dono k personals hein tumhein aazadi ho gi jaise tum rehna chaho aur kernaa chaho ……
Jeeney! ok mein sochon gii …….mujhay kuch waqat chahie ….”
Tabhi aachanak JEENEY k cell ki bell baji …..hello JEENEY ….tumhare papa heart attack se inteqaal ker gaye hein….jeeney ENGLAND wapis chali gai aur Shah BHI WAHIN PUHANCH GAYA AUR KUCH DINO MEIN DONO NE COURT MARRIAGE KER LII……
Dono aik dujae kaa sath paa ker buhat khush thae ……aab koi deewar naah thii naa religion naah khandan ……kuch waqat guzraa aur dono wapis watan aa gaye …….Shah k khandan k liey yeah khaber kissi bum yaa dhamake se kum nahin thii ……ghar mein se kissi ne baat naah kii jaise aaye waise he wapis jaaney lagay baap ne roka bhi nahin ….. aur kaha keh
“SUNO!....TUM LOG AAJ K BAAD ISS KHANDAN SE BAHIR HO AUR SHAH TUM NE SAYYED KHANDAN KI RAWAYET TOR DALLI HAI JISS K LIEY HUM NE APNI JAANEIN TAK GANWA DII TUM NE USS KO DAUuOO PER LAGA DIYAA TUMHARI YEAH SHADI KHUD TUMHARE LIEY KISSI AZAB SE KAM NAAH HO GI ……DERWAZAH BAND HUAWA AUR WHO DONO CHALE GAYE EK NAYE SAFER PER ……
shaher mein aa ker Shah officer lag gaya aur Jeeney ne aik machinery institute join ker liyaa dono ki life khush-o-khuram guzarne lagii…..jo chaha paa liaa koi aisi baat nahin kerte jo ek dujae ko hurt karay
Jeeney apne mazhub k mutabiq sub kuch kertii aur Shah apne log akser hairaan hotae jab who JEENEY K SATH “SHAH” KA LAFAZ DAIKHTE….. k yahan tow aik mazhub aur nasal k logon kaa rehnaa dushwar hai aise mein inn ki zaat kisi misaal se kam naah thii …
…
dard ki tees uss waqat uthii jab JENNEY K HAAN EK BETA PAIDA HUAWA……. Jeeney uss kaa naam CHRISTEN naamo per rakhnaa chahtii thii aur Shah MUSLIM …….Shah koi badmazgi nahin chahta thaa so uss ne khamoshi ekhtayar ker lii….. papers mein Jeeney ne Christen naam likhwana chaha tow Shah bherk uthaa …… iss kaa naam Islamii ho gaa ……
Jenney!....naam se kya hota hai aanaa(ego) ko masla naah banao …
.
Shah…! BAETE SE HE TOW NASAL CHALTI HAI ……
Jeeney! ..ISS KA MATLAB KEH MERA RELIGION TUMHARE LIEY KOI MAANI NAHIN rakhtaa …
..
Shah ! baat yeah nahin tum samjhti kuyn nahin ….
Jeeney ! chalo phir youn kerte hein keh papers mein “JOZAF” likhwa dete hein aur Ghar mein “YOUSAF “ bulaya kerien gey
Kaffi koshish se Shah ne ussay razi ker liyaa…..
Who ussay her Sunday ko church lay ker jatti aur her jumma-tul-mubarik ko shah ussay “masjid” ….dono apne apne tehwaron ka khail rakhte aur manate ….
Per joon joon “YOUSAF” bara hota gaya ……”ek sawaliyah? Nishan bantaa gaya …..uss ki zaat ek pahelii bun ker reh gai …. Who “JOZAFF HAI KEH YOUSAFRF HAI “?
Who appni zaat ki shanakht/identity kahan se laye….woh buhat gumsum rehne laga . ghar mein koi mudaakhlat nahin kertaa….
Shah ko yeah sub daikh ker apne baap ka kaha yaad aata keh “ yeah shadi tumhare khud k liey aazab bun jaye gii ….” Lekin who iss ka ziker Jeeney se nahin kerta keh who hurt ho gii ……Yousaff jaise bara hota gaya parents ko ignore kerne laga who baher jata to sub log aur lerke uss ka mazak urate uss ko daikh ker “SALEEB “ KAA NISHAN BANATE JAB KHABI WHO MAA K SATH JATA ……..AUR JAB KHABI BAAP K SATH JATA TOW ALLAH-HO-AKBER KA NARAH LAGATE …… Jeeney inn sub ki perwah nahin kerti thii …..per “yousaff” inn baton ko nazer andaz naah ker saka ….uss k ander ek kha-laa sa paida hona shuru ho gaya ….uss ne aheestah aheestah church aur masjid jana bhi chor diyaa ….. umer k jiss daur se who guzer raha thaa …uss mein chotti chotti batein zehan per shaded aser andaz hotti hein …. Teen age kaa zaman ideal zamana hota hai aur yeah intahai khaternaak bhi jiss mein insaan k bhatknae k aur sanwerne k fifty fifty chances hote hein …..
YOUSAFF”! PAPA APP NE KHBHI MUJHAE APNE PAPA K BARAY MEIN NAHIN BATAYA ….USS NE AACHANAK KASHMAKASH MEIN PUCHAA ?
SHAH! Kia bataon beta ….bus tumhare dada ek azeem insaan thae ….kya aab who nahin hein ?.........
Jeeney! Tumhare nana bhi buhat great thae …..Jeeney ne us ski attention divert kerne ko kaha ….
Shah ! yousaf tum kaise baatein kerna shuru ho gaye ho apni study per concentrate karo ….. dono k liey shocked tow yeah thaa jab yousaf ne matric k baad agay naah perhne ka faisla suna diyaa …….
Shah ne decide kiya k yousaf ko Englad jana chahie k who iss confliction se aur zehni dabao se baher aa sake ….yousaff bola app tabhi England bhejna chahte hein keh mein kaitholick bun jaon …..mumii mein hergiz nahin jaon gaa …yeah kia keh rahe ho shah bola …papa mummy hamesha kehti rehti hein k apne nana ki terhaa kaitholick bun jao …..mein tung aa gaya hoon iss jhunjhat se …..aap dono ne meri zindagi tabah ker k rakh di hai …mujhe kuch samjh nahin aa raha keh aakhir meri haqeeqat aur wajood kia hai …..
Shah ne pal bher ko socha shayed humari muhabbat iss k liye azab bun gai hai ….. us ski shakhsyet do/2 hisso mein but rahi hai … do matzaad quawatein uss ko apni taraf khainch rahi hein aur who yuk-soii chahta hai …..
Jeeney ! hum kuyn naah kuch waqat k liey isse dusrae city bhaij dein ….phir aisa he huawa …. Yousaff wahan gaya tow “Honey “ ki surat mein ek aachi dost milli ….jab perhai mukamal hui tow wapis ghar aa gaya mager “Honey ko yaad ker k udas rehne laga ….shah ko jab patah chala tow YOUSAFF ko salah di k Honey se shadi ker le ….per YOUSAF NE BATAYA K WOH PARSSI HAI …….
Shah yeah sun ker shocked ho gaya …. Phir yousaf ko gumsum daikh ker shadi ki salah di
Yousaff ne raat bher socha aur subah shah ko apna decision sunaya k who Honey se shadi nahin ker sakta ……
Shah ! kia matlab ….?.......woh tow tumhari muhabbat aur chaht hai ……”
Yousaf! “laykin zindagi guzarne k liey khali muhabbat aur mehaz chaht ki zarort nahin hotti …zindagi tawazun/balance chahti hai …her chiz mein ayetadal hum ahengii…… meri zindgi mein mujhe buhat muhabbt milli hai per mere ander ek khali hissa hai who bilkul khala/space hai jo itne saal guzer jane k baad bhi pur nahin hosaka aur who hai mera “religion/mazhub”
…..MEIN NAHIN JANTA K RELIGION KIA HAI ? LAYKIN MUJHAE ITNA MALLOM HAI K AGLI NASAL KO MEIN BILKUL ZEHNI TOR PER MAFLOOJ NAHIN DAIKH SAKTA …..
SHAH! KHAMOSHI SE SUNTAA RAHA KUYN K USS KA EK EK LAFAZ SUCH THAA ……………
Aur us k kano mein ek he goonj thii k aisi shadi tumhare khud k liey azaab ho gii ……
Yousaf aab apni panah aur baqa ki talsh mein nikal para …....
…KINDLY PLZ DROP UR COMMENTS...................YEAH EK BUHAT BARA PHENOMENA HAI N ALSO THE PART OF OUR SOCIETY