Jab sari dunyiaa neend ki wadi mein kho jati hai aur suraj bhi sonae chala jata hai aur chand apni duty per aa jata hai tow mein dunyiaa ki tamam ter masroofiyaat se kinara kash ho ker chandni kii chadder k neechae aa jati hoon … uss chand ki janib takti hoon tow akser sochti heoon k log isse hussan se tashbeeh dete hein jab k mujhae tow yeah bachpan se alag he laga aur dikhaa ...mein jab bhi chand ko daikhti tow mujhay buhat tanhaa saa nazer aata jo asmaan per apni tarz kaa ek he hai aur apni her raat ki tanhai bataane ko sitaron ki mehfil sajata hai ....khair yeah ek dunyawi si soch thii ....aur ek nazam yaad aa jati
"khabi zawal nahin aata
ander kii chup muhabbtaon ko
manzilon mein bhatkte logon ko
un kahi baton ko
baton mein chupi haqeeqaton ko
khbhi zawal nahin aata
bachpan kii sharaton ko
sharaton mein chupii hassi ko
hassi mein chupae dukh ko
"CHAND " se kii hazaar baaton ko
khbhi zawal nahin aata ............"
aur apne Rab kii rehmaton ko nazil hotae daikhti rehtii hoon ….aur sochti k kitni haseen hai dunyiaa….aur khaliq-e-kainat uss se bhi laa-jawab……mera qeemati wersaa mere maa-baap …….bhai ki shafqat aur behan kaa khaloos … baraon ka saayaa aur un ki isslaah kertii naseehatein ..…. bachon ki masoomyeet kaa sath , …..sub kuch tow hasil hai mujhae … ………per aachanak kuch laa-hassil saa umad aayaa ……… kuch bay – sakooni si …
Bharii Dunya Main G Nahin Lagthaa
Jaanay Kis Cheez Ki Kami Hai Abee
…dunyiaa mein her insaan matlaashii hai ...kissi ko rozgar ki talash , kissi ko muhabbat kii, kissi ko humsafer kii ...kissi ko khudaa kii .... gharz her insaan kissi talsh mein sergadan nazer aata hai .....mein ne bhi apni 20 sala zindagi mein her rishtae ko jyaa aur rishtae se juray her ehsas ko ....koi hassrat nahin ...koi mehroomi nahin milli Alhumdulillah .....phir ek bay-sakooni si kaise .....?
Laott Aathee Hai Mairi Shab Ki Ibadat Khaali
Jaanay Kis Arsh Pay Rehtha Hai Khuda Shaam K Baad
garmiyuon ki chutiaan shuru ho chukii thii aur ghar k sub log chutyaan guzarne Peshawer Camp jaa chukae thae , jahan mere baray Bhai Pakistan Air Force(PAF) mein as a Flight Lieutenant k aur Director of Legal Services k apni khidmaat ser anjaam day rahay hein …mein apne thesis work ki wajah se Lahore apni aunty( jin ko mein Aanii bulati hoon ) k sath reh rahi hoon…. Allah ka diyaa sub kuch moujood hai …zindagi ki her sahoolat mere waldain ne farahum kii hai … … phir mujhay kiss chiz kii talash hai …kuch adohara saa mujh mein her waqat gardish kerta rehta ….kissi bhi waqat ajeeb si bay-chaini si wajood mein simt aati aur bay-dilli si mehsoos hotti …..dost kehte k naa-shukrii ho , tumhara dil cheryiaa ki terha chota sa hai ….zara zara c ahat per jo sehum jata hai …
chirioN se kaho apnay nasheman se na niqklaiN
is door ka har shakas aqaa'booN ki tarha hai...
k abhi kissi shikari ne aa liyaa mujhay ….ajeeb sa dar --- Tabhi her chiz milne per sakoon nahin hai ….mera jawab hota mein naa shukrii nahin hoon …mein Allah(swt) k hazoor jhuktii hoon ….kya yeah kaffi nahin hai …her khushi ghum mein who mera humraz rehta hai …. Mein akser yeah Allah tala k hazoor yeah mud’da pesh kertii …keh Allah mujhay bata keh meri iss bay-chaini kaa bay-kali kaa hul kya hai mujh per rehum kerna aye Rab!inn he sochon mein gum mein neend kii wadiyon mein khoo jati aur roz kaa yeah mamool thaa …..
subah Aani nashtaa kerwatii aur university drop ker detii … mujhay ek college se data collect kerna thaa ….tow Aanii se bola k college k main gate per drop ker dain …nashta kerte aur traffic mein phass ker late ho gaii tow college kaa main gate band ho chukka thaa humaray wahan puhnchane tak …. Uff !mujhay peechaly gate se jana paray gaa mein ne kaffi soch ker mushkil kaa hul nikala aur data lena bhi zarori thaa …. Wahan bhi chkidar taai-naat thaa khair kaffi investigation kii uss ne meri k o lerki rangeen kapron wala student allow nahin uss ko bari mushkil se mana ker ander dakhil hone mein kamyab ho gaii … Jub mein ander puhnchii tow class kaa derwaza band thaa aur miss aa chukii thii … means k period start ho chukaa thaa …. So mujhay jin se data chahie thaa who class lene mein masroof thii aur mujhay un k intezar k liey un miss k office mein rukna para …. Wahan kuch lerkion kaa group baithaa thaa … kuch ders ki discussion ho rahi thii aur islami lectures kii …. Issi us sna mein , Aik khatoon aachanak office mein aai aur mujh se mukhatib ho ker bolii
“K AGER AAp CHAHEIN TOW HUMARE QURANIC LECTURE MEIN SHERKAT KER LEIN …APP KAFII ISLAMIC KNOWLEDGE GAIN KER SAKTI HEIN .
MUJHAY DATA HE LENA MAQSOOD THAA AUR SARA DHEYAAN USSI TARAF THAA SO …Mein ne peecha churane k liey bola “Mohtermaa mein tow yahan data collect kerne aai hoon im working on my thesis …. That’s the only reason 4 being here ….. aur jahan tak Quranni dars kaa taluq hai tow hum Quraan ki tilawat ghar mein ker letay hein …pabandi se namaz qayem kerte hein waise bhi mein neutral hoon inn chakron mein nahin pertii dars … aur naahh he itna waqat hai …so on …
. Khair who Mohtermaa sun ker boliien keh “
“APP NAHIN AA RAHEIN DARS MEIN TOW BAYSHAQ MAT SHAMIL HOON MEIN ITNAA BATA DOON KEH APP NEUTRAL NAHIN HEIN AUR NAAH REH SAKTI HEIN …JISS NE APP KO PAIDA KYAA AUR ROZII DII USS KI TOW APP KO TARAFDARII KERNA HE PARAY GII …WERNAH YEAH BAGHAWAT KEHLAYE GII AUR YEAH BAGHAWAT TOW INSAAN KO BAY-SAKOON KER DETI HAI …. BAAT TOW UNHON NE KAFFI SAFAII SE KAHI PER UN KAA YEAH MUNTAK MERI SAMJH SE BALATER THAA …”.
Wahan se free ho ker jab ghar wapis aai tow yeahi khailaat mujhae tang kerte rahay ..mein jitnaa un k jumlon ko jhatktii utnae he numayyan hotae jaisy mere dimag se chip ker reh gaye hoon …
“APP NEUTRAL NAHIN HEIN REH SAKTI HEIN …JISS NE APP KO PAIDA KYAA AUR ROZII DII USS KI TOW APP KO TARAFDARII KERNA HE PARAY GII …WERNAH YEAH BAGHAWAT KEHLAYE GII AUR YEAH BAGHAWAT TOW INSAAN KO BAY-SAKOON KER DETI HAI …”
Khair dupher kaa khana khaa ker namaz aadaa kii aur zehan ko us ski baAton se baher nikala aur khuad ko sanbhala ….keh ker tow rahii hoon Allah (swt) kaa shuker …. Yeah log janay kya chate hein namaz, rozae k ilawah ….mera zehan ussi terhaa muntashir khailaat kaa akhara bun chukaa thaa …dua kerte waqat Allah (swt) se rehum ki derkhwasat kii aur aansu bhi beh niklay …k AYE ALLAH(SWT) MEIN BAGHAWAT TOW NAHIN KERTI NAA …NADMAT SE JHUKAA SER HAI AUR GUNAHON SE BHARI ZINDAGII ..KUCH DANISTA KUCH NA –DANISTAH .”
Aanii ne meri parysaahni ko bhanp ker pucha k koi maslaa derpaish hai tumharay sath … thesis work sai chal raha hai ya supervisor se koi tag-do tow nai ho gaii … tow mein ne sari rudaad goshgawar ker dii …. Anni (jo k PHD hein aur Punjab university mein as a professor hein thora bold minded c hein ) bolii keh UFF taubaa ittni mamoolli c baat per tum apna app halkaan ker rahi hoon …humara deen-e-islam itna sakht nahin hai ..woh kissi per utnaa he bojh daltaa hai keh who uss ko uthaa sakay… dunyia ko bhi sath lay ker chalnaa hai …jao koi aachi book perho ya computer on karo , tv daikh lo ..zehan zara fresh aur halkaa ho jaye gaa abhi tumhari umer nahin yeah sochne kii …. Phir khud bhi burbarane lag gaii … naajane logon ko kya ho gaya hai masoom zehnoo ko uljhanay per tulay huaway hein ….bachiaan pehle he hassas hotti hein aur un ko lecture dena baray baray ALLH ALLAH ….
raat ko mere Bhai aur amma jaani kaa phone ayya tow puchaa k awaz se kuch udas si lag rahi ho ….mujhay laga Maa se berh ker sallah dene wala bhala kaun ho sakta hai so un se sara qisaa keh dala ….ammi jaan sun ker bolli “JAB ALLAH KISSI K SATH BHALAII KERTAA HAI TOW USSAY DEEN KAA ILM ATAA KERTA HAI JO KHUD HE APNI AQAL PER PERDAH DAAL DE TOW USSAY HAQQEAT KAA DEEDAR BHI SEEDHAE RASTE PER NAHIN DAAL SAKTAA ABU JEHEL KII TERHAA .”
SO MEIN NEXT DAY PHIR USSI COLLEGE GAII AUR ISLAMIC LECTURE MEIN SHAREEK HUII … Ek lerki ne mukhtasir tamheed se apni guftugu kaa aghaz kiyaa …” zindagi guzarne k tamam tor-tareeqe aur tehzeeb humein QUR’AN k ander seekhaye gaye hein…. keh insaani zindagi kaa her goshaa Allah (swt) k batyyae Huway tareeqon k mutabik ho… Qur’an k zarreyae humein Allah(swt) KAA YEAH HUKAM MILTAA HAI …JAB NAYMETAEIN MERI DII HUI HEIN TOW SHUKER BHI ADA KARO AUR …jaisa keh mein ne Qur’an k ander bata diyaa …aur issi shuker ko uss ne imtehan kaa naam diyaa hai …iss imtehan mein kamyabbi ko haqeeqii kamyabi qarar diyaa gayaa keh hum aab aik mustakil imtehaan gah k ander moujood hein …kainat ki her nishaani hum se amal kaa taqza kerti hai ..khud Qur’an kaa yeah irshad hai keh naseehat tow aqal walay he qabool kerte hein humaray pass jitni bhi naymetaein hein , hum naah sirf uss ki khushnudii k liey isstamal nahin kerte belkeh naa fermaani mein kherch kerte hein …dunyia mein humaray sath koi insaan ehsan kerta hai tow hum intezar mein rehte hein keh koii mouqa aaye tow hum iss ehsaan kaa badla chukaa daein aur foran uss kaa shukeryiaa aadaa karein …aur badle mein silae ki umeed bhi rakhte hein … laykin jiss kii naymatein iss dunyiaa mein bhi hein aur kuch inamaat daa-yemii aur abbdii hein uss k samne hum kamil nayazmandi aur superdagi k liey sir nahin jhukaate apni munmaani kerte hein jo namaz ALLAH(SWT) ne faraz ker dii uss ko ada ker k samjhte hein keh uss k ehsaan kaa haq ada ker diyaa …aap yeah daikhein Allah(swt) ne humein kya kaam day ker iss dunyiaa mein bhejaa keh naikii kaa hukam do aur buraii se roktae raho aur Hadees k mutabiq jo yeah kaam chor day gaa Allah(swt) un ko apni rehmat se door ker day gaa …aaj naah sirf hum baa-hassyet aik muslim k ghaflat kaa shikaar hein … belkeh ijtamayyi tor per bhi hum iss maqsad ko bhulaa chukae hein jiss kii wajh se Allah(swt) ne humein iss dunyiaa mein bhejaa …Rab kaa shuker he who rastah hai jo humein bandgii kii rah detaa hai . jo Qom ya ferd Allah(swt) KO APNA KHALIQ –O-MALIK MAAN KER USS K TAREEQON K MUTABIK ZINDAGI BASER KERTA HAI ALLAH(SWT) uss kii suntaa hai keh uss ko woh imamat aata kerta hai … woh sakoon aur itmenan-e-qalab aaTA kertaa hai jo baray baray mansoobon aali-shaan maAdi sahoolton/ facilities k dermayan bhi nahin miltaa …aur pyarii behno ! who lerki keh rahi thii’ apne imaan iss baat per pukhtaa ker layein keh yeahi who Deen-e-Islam hai jo dunyia k tamam massayel kaa hul hai . qalbon ki iztarabi-bay-chainii ko hatam kerne kaa zar-yaa aur sub se bari daleel jiss ki yeah hai keh yeah deen uss khuda kaa banaya huawa hai jiss ne iss kainat ko aur mujhay aur app ko banaya … kya wohi humari zarorat ko naah samjhe gaa jiss ne humein paida kiyaa…??
Allah(swt) se dua hai keh who humein apni raza aur apne raste mein jad-o-jehd de aur humein Deen ka sahi faehum de aur shaitan k waswason se door ker de ..AMEEN …..woh bolti jaa rahi thii aur mein sochtii … keh yeah tow mere dil ki wohi awaz hai jiss se laa-hasil aur baysakooni kaa idrak ho raha thaa …. Mera dimag aur hassti jiss roshni ki matlashii thii …yeah wohi hai …haan yeah wohi hai … jiss se wusat-e-nazrii aur sochne kaa ek naya andaz mila jo kissi qaroon k khazane se kum naah thaa …. Bay-ekhtayar mera jee chaha keh apne Rab SE APNI JAAN AUR SALAH-YETAON/ABILTIES kaa souda ker loon …. LAYKIN KISS TERHAA YEAH SOCHNA ABHI BAQI THAA …
Ghar mein qadam rakhaa ….aaj ek sakoon saa thaa mere ander sare mousam haseen lag rahe thae ….kissi ne such kaha hai k mousam tow insaan k ander hote hein …. Dupher kaa khana khaya tow Ammi jaan kii baat reh reh ker yaad aai keh “ khudaa kissi k sath bhalaii kaa iradaa karay ussay Deen kaa faehum atta kertaa hai …”…….cell phone kii vibration huii aur meri nahni si bhateejii kii awaz sunane ko milli ….woh akser ek nazam sunatii hai mein neb hi fermayesh kii tow sunane lagi keh ….
“JO MILAY HAYYAT-E- KHIZER MUJHAE AUR USSAY MEIN SIRF SANA KAROON
TERA SHUKER PHIR BHI ADA NAAH HO TERA SHUKER KAISEY ADA KAROON
MEIN BUHAT AAJIZ-O-BAY-NAWA! TERE AGAY MERI BAA-SAAT KYAA
NAHIN KOI TERE SIWA MERA KISSEY YAAD TERE SIWAA KAROON
TERE DAR PEH KHUM RAHAY SER MERA TERI REHMATON PEH GUZER MERA
MEIN KAHA KAROON TU SUNA KARAY TOW DIYAA KARAY MEIN LIYAA KAROON ….”
Mujhay uss waqat who buhat masoom si lagi …. Mein ne Allah(swt) kaa shuker kitna mehdood ker liyaa thaa ….. aaj mujh per yeah haqeeqat aashkaar hui thii keh Islam mein pooray pooray dakhil honay kaa matlab kya hai ….AUR MEIN KUYN NEUTRAL NAHIN REH SAKTI” …
Aaj mein chand kaa bari bay-chanii se intezar ker rahi thii…iss liey nahin k bila maqsad uss kaa deedar karoon bel keh iss liey k Allah kii iss nishani ko aik mertabah aur daikh ker uss kii terhaa khud apne app ko Allah(swt) kii mukamal superdagii mein dene kaa azum ker sakoon aab tak jitni zindagi neutral guzrii hai uss per ALLAH(SWT) se touba ker sakoon …..
haq kaa sath dene k liey jo qadam uthaya hai uss per issteqamat kii duaa ker sakoon ….chand ne aheestaa aheestaa mere ser per aa ker apne faraz kii adayegii kii soorat mein wapsi kaa safer tayye kerna shuru ker diyaa apne malik ki amlii itaa’tt ker chand ki yeah khamoosh tableegh sunii! Uss waqat who mujhay such mein haseen laga mein ne chand ko alvidah kaha aur Allah(swt) k hazoor sajde mein chalii gaii …..yeahi talsh—e-sakoon ki aakhrii manzil hai…..”
"khabi zawal nahin aata
ander kii chup muhabbtaon ko
manzilon mein bhatkte logon ko
un kahi baton ko
baton mein chupi haqeeqaton ko
khbhi zawal nahin aata
bachpan kii sharaton ko
sharaton mein chupii hassi ko
hassi mein chupae dukh ko
"CHAND " se kii hazaar baaton ko
khbhi zawal nahin aata ............"
aur apne Rab kii rehmaton ko nazil hotae daikhti rehtii hoon ….aur sochti k kitni haseen hai dunyiaa….aur khaliq-e-kainat uss se bhi laa-jawab……mera qeemati wersaa mere maa-baap …….bhai ki shafqat aur behan kaa khaloos … baraon ka saayaa aur un ki isslaah kertii naseehatein ..…. bachon ki masoomyeet kaa sath , …..sub kuch tow hasil hai mujhae … ………per aachanak kuch laa-hassil saa umad aayaa ……… kuch bay – sakooni si …
Bharii Dunya Main G Nahin Lagthaa
Jaanay Kis Cheez Ki Kami Hai Abee
…dunyiaa mein her insaan matlaashii hai ...kissi ko rozgar ki talash , kissi ko muhabbat kii, kissi ko humsafer kii ...kissi ko khudaa kii .... gharz her insaan kissi talsh mein sergadan nazer aata hai .....mein ne bhi apni 20 sala zindagi mein her rishtae ko jyaa aur rishtae se juray her ehsas ko ....koi hassrat nahin ...koi mehroomi nahin milli Alhumdulillah .....phir ek bay-sakooni si kaise .....?
Laott Aathee Hai Mairi Shab Ki Ibadat Khaali
Jaanay Kis Arsh Pay Rehtha Hai Khuda Shaam K Baad
garmiyuon ki chutiaan shuru ho chukii thii aur ghar k sub log chutyaan guzarne Peshawer Camp jaa chukae thae , jahan mere baray Bhai Pakistan Air Force(PAF) mein as a Flight Lieutenant k aur Director of Legal Services k apni khidmaat ser anjaam day rahay hein …mein apne thesis work ki wajah se Lahore apni aunty( jin ko mein Aanii bulati hoon ) k sath reh rahi hoon…. Allah ka diyaa sub kuch moujood hai …zindagi ki her sahoolat mere waldain ne farahum kii hai … … phir mujhay kiss chiz kii talash hai …kuch adohara saa mujh mein her waqat gardish kerta rehta ….kissi bhi waqat ajeeb si bay-chaini si wajood mein simt aati aur bay-dilli si mehsoos hotti …..dost kehte k naa-shukrii ho , tumhara dil cheryiaa ki terha chota sa hai ….zara zara c ahat per jo sehum jata hai …
chirioN se kaho apnay nasheman se na niqklaiN
is door ka har shakas aqaa'booN ki tarha hai...
k abhi kissi shikari ne aa liyaa mujhay ….ajeeb sa dar --- Tabhi her chiz milne per sakoon nahin hai ….mera jawab hota mein naa shukrii nahin hoon …mein Allah(swt) k hazoor jhuktii hoon ….kya yeah kaffi nahin hai …her khushi ghum mein who mera humraz rehta hai …. Mein akser yeah Allah tala k hazoor yeah mud’da pesh kertii …keh Allah mujhay bata keh meri iss bay-chaini kaa bay-kali kaa hul kya hai mujh per rehum kerna aye Rab!inn he sochon mein gum mein neend kii wadiyon mein khoo jati aur roz kaa yeah mamool thaa …..
subah Aani nashtaa kerwatii aur university drop ker detii … mujhay ek college se data collect kerna thaa ….tow Aanii se bola k college k main gate per drop ker dain …nashta kerte aur traffic mein phass ker late ho gaii tow college kaa main gate band ho chukka thaa humaray wahan puhnchane tak …. Uff !mujhay peechaly gate se jana paray gaa mein ne kaffi soch ker mushkil kaa hul nikala aur data lena bhi zarori thaa …. Wahan bhi chkidar taai-naat thaa khair kaffi investigation kii uss ne meri k o lerki rangeen kapron wala student allow nahin uss ko bari mushkil se mana ker ander dakhil hone mein kamyab ho gaii … Jub mein ander puhnchii tow class kaa derwaza band thaa aur miss aa chukii thii … means k period start ho chukaa thaa …. So mujhay jin se data chahie thaa who class lene mein masroof thii aur mujhay un k intezar k liey un miss k office mein rukna para …. Wahan kuch lerkion kaa group baithaa thaa … kuch ders ki discussion ho rahi thii aur islami lectures kii …. Issi us sna mein , Aik khatoon aachanak office mein aai aur mujh se mukhatib ho ker bolii
“K AGER AAp CHAHEIN TOW HUMARE QURANIC LECTURE MEIN SHERKAT KER LEIN …APP KAFII ISLAMIC KNOWLEDGE GAIN KER SAKTI HEIN .
MUJHAY DATA HE LENA MAQSOOD THAA AUR SARA DHEYAAN USSI TARAF THAA SO …Mein ne peecha churane k liey bola “Mohtermaa mein tow yahan data collect kerne aai hoon im working on my thesis …. That’s the only reason 4 being here ….. aur jahan tak Quranni dars kaa taluq hai tow hum Quraan ki tilawat ghar mein ker letay hein …pabandi se namaz qayem kerte hein waise bhi mein neutral hoon inn chakron mein nahin pertii dars … aur naahh he itna waqat hai …so on …
. Khair who Mohtermaa sun ker boliien keh “
“APP NAHIN AA RAHEIN DARS MEIN TOW BAYSHAQ MAT SHAMIL HOON MEIN ITNAA BATA DOON KEH APP NEUTRAL NAHIN HEIN AUR NAAH REH SAKTI HEIN …JISS NE APP KO PAIDA KYAA AUR ROZII DII USS KI TOW APP KO TARAFDARII KERNA HE PARAY GII …WERNAH YEAH BAGHAWAT KEHLAYE GII AUR YEAH BAGHAWAT TOW INSAAN KO BAY-SAKOON KER DETI HAI …. BAAT TOW UNHON NE KAFFI SAFAII SE KAHI PER UN KAA YEAH MUNTAK MERI SAMJH SE BALATER THAA …”.
Wahan se free ho ker jab ghar wapis aai tow yeahi khailaat mujhae tang kerte rahay ..mein jitnaa un k jumlon ko jhatktii utnae he numayyan hotae jaisy mere dimag se chip ker reh gaye hoon …
“APP NEUTRAL NAHIN HEIN REH SAKTI HEIN …JISS NE APP KO PAIDA KYAA AUR ROZII DII USS KI TOW APP KO TARAFDARII KERNA HE PARAY GII …WERNAH YEAH BAGHAWAT KEHLAYE GII AUR YEAH BAGHAWAT TOW INSAAN KO BAY-SAKOON KER DETI HAI …”
Khair dupher kaa khana khaa ker namaz aadaa kii aur zehan ko us ski baAton se baher nikala aur khuad ko sanbhala ….keh ker tow rahii hoon Allah (swt) kaa shuker …. Yeah log janay kya chate hein namaz, rozae k ilawah ….mera zehan ussi terhaa muntashir khailaat kaa akhara bun chukaa thaa …dua kerte waqat Allah (swt) se rehum ki derkhwasat kii aur aansu bhi beh niklay …k AYE ALLAH(SWT) MEIN BAGHAWAT TOW NAHIN KERTI NAA …NADMAT SE JHUKAA SER HAI AUR GUNAHON SE BHARI ZINDAGII ..KUCH DANISTA KUCH NA –DANISTAH .”
Aanii ne meri parysaahni ko bhanp ker pucha k koi maslaa derpaish hai tumharay sath … thesis work sai chal raha hai ya supervisor se koi tag-do tow nai ho gaii … tow mein ne sari rudaad goshgawar ker dii …. Anni (jo k PHD hein aur Punjab university mein as a professor hein thora bold minded c hein ) bolii keh UFF taubaa ittni mamoolli c baat per tum apna app halkaan ker rahi hoon …humara deen-e-islam itna sakht nahin hai ..woh kissi per utnaa he bojh daltaa hai keh who uss ko uthaa sakay… dunyia ko bhi sath lay ker chalnaa hai …jao koi aachi book perho ya computer on karo , tv daikh lo ..zehan zara fresh aur halkaa ho jaye gaa abhi tumhari umer nahin yeah sochne kii …. Phir khud bhi burbarane lag gaii … naajane logon ko kya ho gaya hai masoom zehnoo ko uljhanay per tulay huaway hein ….bachiaan pehle he hassas hotti hein aur un ko lecture dena baray baray ALLH ALLAH ….
raat ko mere Bhai aur amma jaani kaa phone ayya tow puchaa k awaz se kuch udas si lag rahi ho ….mujhay laga Maa se berh ker sallah dene wala bhala kaun ho sakta hai so un se sara qisaa keh dala ….ammi jaan sun ker bolli “JAB ALLAH KISSI K SATH BHALAII KERTAA HAI TOW USSAY DEEN KAA ILM ATAA KERTA HAI JO KHUD HE APNI AQAL PER PERDAH DAAL DE TOW USSAY HAQQEAT KAA DEEDAR BHI SEEDHAE RASTE PER NAHIN DAAL SAKTAA ABU JEHEL KII TERHAA .”
SO MEIN NEXT DAY PHIR USSI COLLEGE GAII AUR ISLAMIC LECTURE MEIN SHAREEK HUII … Ek lerki ne mukhtasir tamheed se apni guftugu kaa aghaz kiyaa …” zindagi guzarne k tamam tor-tareeqe aur tehzeeb humein QUR’AN k ander seekhaye gaye hein…. keh insaani zindagi kaa her goshaa Allah (swt) k batyyae Huway tareeqon k mutabik ho… Qur’an k zarreyae humein Allah(swt) KAA YEAH HUKAM MILTAA HAI …JAB NAYMETAEIN MERI DII HUI HEIN TOW SHUKER BHI ADA KARO AUR …jaisa keh mein ne Qur’an k ander bata diyaa …aur issi shuker ko uss ne imtehan kaa naam diyaa hai …iss imtehan mein kamyabbi ko haqeeqii kamyabi qarar diyaa gayaa keh hum aab aik mustakil imtehaan gah k ander moujood hein …kainat ki her nishaani hum se amal kaa taqza kerti hai ..khud Qur’an kaa yeah irshad hai keh naseehat tow aqal walay he qabool kerte hein humaray pass jitni bhi naymetaein hein , hum naah sirf uss ki khushnudii k liey isstamal nahin kerte belkeh naa fermaani mein kherch kerte hein …dunyia mein humaray sath koi insaan ehsan kerta hai tow hum intezar mein rehte hein keh koii mouqa aaye tow hum iss ehsaan kaa badla chukaa daein aur foran uss kaa shukeryiaa aadaa karein …aur badle mein silae ki umeed bhi rakhte hein … laykin jiss kii naymatein iss dunyiaa mein bhi hein aur kuch inamaat daa-yemii aur abbdii hein uss k samne hum kamil nayazmandi aur superdagi k liey sir nahin jhukaate apni munmaani kerte hein jo namaz ALLAH(SWT) ne faraz ker dii uss ko ada ker k samjhte hein keh uss k ehsaan kaa haq ada ker diyaa …aap yeah daikhein Allah(swt) ne humein kya kaam day ker iss dunyiaa mein bhejaa keh naikii kaa hukam do aur buraii se roktae raho aur Hadees k mutabiq jo yeah kaam chor day gaa Allah(swt) un ko apni rehmat se door ker day gaa …aaj naah sirf hum baa-hassyet aik muslim k ghaflat kaa shikaar hein … belkeh ijtamayyi tor per bhi hum iss maqsad ko bhulaa chukae hein jiss kii wajh se Allah(swt) ne humein iss dunyiaa mein bhejaa …Rab kaa shuker he who rastah hai jo humein bandgii kii rah detaa hai . jo Qom ya ferd Allah(swt) KO APNA KHALIQ –O-MALIK MAAN KER USS K TAREEQON K MUTABIK ZINDAGI BASER KERTA HAI ALLAH(SWT) uss kii suntaa hai keh uss ko woh imamat aata kerta hai … woh sakoon aur itmenan-e-qalab aaTA kertaa hai jo baray baray mansoobon aali-shaan maAdi sahoolton/ facilities k dermayan bhi nahin miltaa …aur pyarii behno ! who lerki keh rahi thii’ apne imaan iss baat per pukhtaa ker layein keh yeahi who Deen-e-Islam hai jo dunyia k tamam massayel kaa hul hai . qalbon ki iztarabi-bay-chainii ko hatam kerne kaa zar-yaa aur sub se bari daleel jiss ki yeah hai keh yeah deen uss khuda kaa banaya huawa hai jiss ne iss kainat ko aur mujhay aur app ko banaya … kya wohi humari zarorat ko naah samjhe gaa jiss ne humein paida kiyaa…??
Allah(swt) se dua hai keh who humein apni raza aur apne raste mein jad-o-jehd de aur humein Deen ka sahi faehum de aur shaitan k waswason se door ker de ..AMEEN …..woh bolti jaa rahi thii aur mein sochtii … keh yeah tow mere dil ki wohi awaz hai jiss se laa-hasil aur baysakooni kaa idrak ho raha thaa …. Mera dimag aur hassti jiss roshni ki matlashii thii …yeah wohi hai …haan yeah wohi hai … jiss se wusat-e-nazrii aur sochne kaa ek naya andaz mila jo kissi qaroon k khazane se kum naah thaa …. Bay-ekhtayar mera jee chaha keh apne Rab SE APNI JAAN AUR SALAH-YETAON/ABILTIES kaa souda ker loon …. LAYKIN KISS TERHAA YEAH SOCHNA ABHI BAQI THAA …
Ghar mein qadam rakhaa ….aaj ek sakoon saa thaa mere ander sare mousam haseen lag rahe thae ….kissi ne such kaha hai k mousam tow insaan k ander hote hein …. Dupher kaa khana khaya tow Ammi jaan kii baat reh reh ker yaad aai keh “ khudaa kissi k sath bhalaii kaa iradaa karay ussay Deen kaa faehum atta kertaa hai …”…….cell phone kii vibration huii aur meri nahni si bhateejii kii awaz sunane ko milli ….woh akser ek nazam sunatii hai mein neb hi fermayesh kii tow sunane lagi keh ….
“JO MILAY HAYYAT-E- KHIZER MUJHAE AUR USSAY MEIN SIRF SANA KAROON
TERA SHUKER PHIR BHI ADA NAAH HO TERA SHUKER KAISEY ADA KAROON
MEIN BUHAT AAJIZ-O-BAY-NAWA! TERE AGAY MERI BAA-SAAT KYAA
NAHIN KOI TERE SIWA MERA KISSEY YAAD TERE SIWAA KAROON
TERE DAR PEH KHUM RAHAY SER MERA TERI REHMATON PEH GUZER MERA
MEIN KAHA KAROON TU SUNA KARAY TOW DIYAA KARAY MEIN LIYAA KAROON ….”
Mujhay uss waqat who buhat masoom si lagi …. Mein ne Allah(swt) kaa shuker kitna mehdood ker liyaa thaa ….. aaj mujh per yeah haqeeqat aashkaar hui thii keh Islam mein pooray pooray dakhil honay kaa matlab kya hai ….AUR MEIN KUYN NEUTRAL NAHIN REH SAKTI” …
Aaj mein chand kaa bari bay-chanii se intezar ker rahi thii…iss liey nahin k bila maqsad uss kaa deedar karoon bel keh iss liey k Allah kii iss nishani ko aik mertabah aur daikh ker uss kii terhaa khud apne app ko Allah(swt) kii mukamal superdagii mein dene kaa azum ker sakoon aab tak jitni zindagi neutral guzrii hai uss per ALLAH(SWT) se touba ker sakoon …..
haq kaa sath dene k liey jo qadam uthaya hai uss per issteqamat kii duaa ker sakoon ….chand ne aheestaa aheestaa mere ser per aa ker apne faraz kii adayegii kii soorat mein wapsi kaa safer tayye kerna shuru ker diyaa apne malik ki amlii itaa’tt ker chand ki yeah khamoosh tableegh sunii! Uss waqat who mujhay such mein haseen laga mein ne chand ko alvidah kaha aur Allah(swt) k hazoor sajde mein chalii gaii …..yeahi talsh—e-sakoon ki aakhrii manzil hai…..”